I'm readjusting the familiar in me - by way of massages, acupuncture, the like - and wondering all the same sideways how to search a thesaurus for half- or mirror-opposites: now now now, if you'd be so kind as to ease my mind and consider me like a water driblet to a Robert Moses, what name do I go by?

What do I mean... Yea, it's like a yes to a no without the maybe so, a response not gone missing but a silence, smiled